Saturday, September 10, 2011

Looking At Now.

October 1st marks the 1 yr Anniversary of Love is Everywhere. I had always blogged here and there; however, it wasn't until a year ago that I went in with all I have. I started the blog off with 30 Days of Truth that my friend Garnet did. I was incredibly inspired by her. I figured that if I could slowly allow myself to be comfortable and completely open with the 30 Days then without a doubt I could succeed with my blog.

I've been sitting here all morning when I should really be outside enjoying the warm sunshine.. reading over my 30 Days and thinking about this past year and what I've accomplished. Love is Everywhere has changed my life for the best. I've met so many great people and all of you continue to inspire me daily.

Without question.. I enjoy writing, making others smile, taking photos and being surrounded by the most important people in my life. The one thing though that I seem to hesitate with is taking chances. The one thing that does not make me happy is what I'm currently doing in my life, careerwise. I'm at a point in my life that I am not happy waking up each day and where I go to spend 8 hours of my day. I can only imagine how many of you feel that way. I immediately feel stress and it seems to be causing me to be physically and constantly sick. It's awful, I know. I've let this go on for far too long.

So I'm erasing all the goals in life on my current list. I'm throwing away those To Do lists that seem to sit collecting dust anyways. I'm putting my Bucket List under the bed for another day. My pen is out and on a blank sheet of paper it will only list one thing. My only goal at this time in my life and will stand alone until it's completed is finding a new job. ♥